Boubuii Lougongg; ♥

See ` xD

ms.Tong's Boubuii Lougong Arrr `` :P

Lengzaii Lengzaii Har `` :DDD

Loupo Love Seii Euu `` :**

I Miss Euu So Much ♥

Muii `` (:

thanks muii ,, 

i will take care narh ..

PMR jiayouss  !! :)

you too nar `` :)

I Love You :DD

My Lengmuii ♥

remember that .

how's my mood now ?

i dont even know :)

when i need them ,, where are them ?

nevermind ` i've been use to it ` (:

while i asleep in that bed ,,
i had a dream ` i meaningful dream to me `` :)

although is only just a dream ` :D

i wish i sleep whole my life on that bed .

but at last ,,

i'm awake ` (:

misskoey .

you'll be ohkay .

you're be stronger then ever ` :)

Trust yourself ,, Dont trust no one .

you're not alone .

remember !  you're not alone .

you have your hubby and your pals ♥

but ,

you aint have any family .

remember that .

I hate you ,

you destroyed my family .

If I Were A Boy `` ♥

If i were a boy , 

even just for a day .

i'd roll outta bed in the morning ,

and throw on what t wanted then go .

Drink beer with the guys ,

and chase after girl .

i'd kick it with who i wanted `

and i'd never get confronted for it , 

cause they'd stick up for me .

if i were a boy ,

i think i could understand `

how it feels to love a girl ,

i swear i'd be a better man .

i'd listen to her ,

cause i know how it hurts ,

when you lose the one you wanted ,

cause he's taken you for granted ,

and everything you had get destroyed .

if i were a boy ,

i would turn off my phone ,

tell everyone it's broken ,

so they'd think that i was sleppinn alone .

i'd put myself first ,

and make the rules as i go ,,

cause i know that she'd be faithful ,,

waitin for me to come home .

if i were a boy ,,

i think i could understand ,,

how it feels to love a girl ,,

i swear i'd be a better man .

i'd listen to her ,,

cause i know how it hurts .

when you lose the one you wanted ,,

cause he's taken you for granted ,,

and everything you had got destroyed .

it's a little too late for you to come back ,,

say it's just a mistake ,,

think i'd forgive you like that if you thought wrong .

but you're just a boy ,,

you dont understand ,,

yeah ` you dont understand ,,

how its feels to love a girl someday ,,

you wish you were a better man .

you dont listen to her ,,

you dont care how its hurts ,,

until you lose the one you wanted ,,

cause you're taken her for granted ,,

and everything you have got destroyed .

but you're just a boy .

Boubuii ` Happii Green Valentine ♥

Happii Green Valentine dear ♥

Dont euu ever leave me alone :DDD

if not i'll die - -

miss euu so much `` 

Mwuackkkkkkkkkkkks  ♥

Thrid Lonely Days ` ♥

Sleeping without saying goodnight to you ` sleep without a kiss or a ily from you `

what happen to us ?

maybe we really need sometimes to make us feel comfortable .

third day in hospital .

within a silent mood , helping olders :DD

talk with them and slowly to know their life when their in childhoods `

spend time who are not much time with us . including me ?

i hope not :)

at hosp , stay at a vip room `

sometimes will walk around the garden .

yup , alone `

already use with that situation `

saw youngers bring flowers to their family ,

saw husband bring flowers to their beloveds one .

ya , i jealous `

me ? nothing`

like i say , im use to it .

a girl had a family .

but always being a lonely .

worst then being a princess - -

this kind of life style ?

i sick with it .

my mum , my dad , my bro` busy guy .

my mum ` had her own new life .

my dad , stressing with his work .

my bro , busying with his freedom .

me ? i dontknow .

i admit im a useless girl .

but ,

im a girl still needs loves and carring from family members .

not only being alone , looking trough the window counting stars at the night , 

seeing birds fly freedomly in the air by morning .

i need loves and cares .

not your money .

i just wan a normal life , only that `

all i need , just that all .

ily , mr.tong`` ♥

Sad Case ` ♥

Hospital Again .

Wad imma going 2 do ?

shit man shit !!

Im sick of facing medicine and whatever .

and wad kind of parents are eu ?

just fuck off from my life , i wish i didnt have a father such like eu .

and wad kind of brother eu are 2 mii ?

i wish i would appear on this such fucking earth .

damn fuck .

mum , you should not born mii from the first time .